Renew my desire to be totally dependent on You

Where, O Death, thy sting? where, O Hades, thy victory?’—-1 Corinthians 15:55 (Young’s Literal Translation)
Dearest Abba, Father, I thank You for sending Your Son, Jesus Christ, King of Everlasting Glory to the earth to die and to make propitiation for my sins so that I may be forever united to You. Father, thank You for touching my heart with Your patient love. I thank You that nothing in life or death can separate me from Your sweet love. Abba, I desire for you as a parched ground longs for a drop of water. Come, my Lord Jesus Christ, the lover of my soul, rain over me . Let your love to permeate every sinew of my body . My heart leaps out to embrace You. Allow me to feel Your breath on me. Envelop me with Your breath so that I may be constantly delivered from the evil one. Be my Salvation and hide me in You and keep me close to You. Never let me alone. I need to experience Your presence every moment of my life to believe that I am alive. Father, I surrender my all at Your feet and empty myself so that You may enrich me with Your grace and love. Renew my desire to be totally dependent on You. Grant me Your grace and strength to do Your will and walk in Your way at all times no matter what the cost is so that Your peace be upon me always. Through the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ, I pray. Amen.